Tuesday, February 5, 2008

loneliness

i am a mommy



i love being a mommy



but sometimes i miss just being christy



i want a friend, a real life laugh with me and listen to my silly stories friend.  not someone i have to watch myself around, or sing ABC's for, or teach and mentor- just a friend.  

i was planning to go to a local MOPS meeting tomorrow- my attempt to meet some friends.  i am trying... 

but i just received an email from the MOPS people, and long story short, i cannot go.

i was so looking forward to it. hmmmm... where to find a friend now?



okay enough of a pity party... but will anyone see this any way??

1 comment:

Becky said...

i hear you sister-it is lonely sometimes! I loved my MOPS class in DC but was unable to fine one here so I go to BSF (Bible study fellowship) and it has been a lifesaver! I also started running again about 2 years ago to have something that was for me ya know? i run alot of road races and in 2 weeks I run my first half marathon:) I will be praying for you because I would hate to see Christi disappear because you are such an amazing woman--keep your head up things get alot easier in the next few years! ...and if you need to talk to anyone remember I am in the same boat and understand COMPLETELY! Love you....thanks for your posts they are something for me to look forward to everyday:)